Heavy Heart

With all I've been through in life, the thing I can never hold onto but truly understand is love. My vision of love is beyond the reality of what love is... and yet I remain forever HOPEFUL!

Learning to Channel my Energy ...

It is not easy to stop an old habit, especially when you have WAY to much time on your hands. You know how the mine can take a millisecond to wander and you are right back where you don't want to be. Well I am trying new things and with that I have new ideas and my mind has something else to do.

What am I doing?

• Playing Wii Sports (great way to release built up aggression or tension in a positive physical manner)
• SingStar Vol. 2 - a GREAT way to practice dealing with my small fear of public anything (speaking, etc.)
• Blogging about a project I created for our daughter
  

Truth be told this is not easy there are still those moments that I think of my old bad habits but now I know there are ways to move forward and occupy my time wisely in ways that will benefit mine and my families future.