The littest things make the biggest differences.

I have believed this to be true for a long time. So why is it that the person closest to me doesn't seem to understand or even try to understand my values, and where my passion lays? Why for so long have I only cared for others when will it be my turn? I must begin to love myself now for it is long overdue. Rediscovering where my true passion is because for to long I have worked myself into a frenzey worrying about helping others to reach their goals while they chose to sabbotage the path that I helped to create. Great to have my eyes wide open.

Heavy Heart

With all I've been through in life, the thing I can never hold onto but truly understand is love. My vision of love is beyond the reality of what love is... and yet I remain forever HOPEFUL!

Learning to Channel my Energy ...

It is not easy to stop an old habit, especially when you have WAY to much time on your hands. You know how the mine can take a millisecond to wander and you are right back where you don't want to be. Well I am trying new things and with that I have new ideas and my mind has something else to do.

What am I doing?

• Playing Wii Sports (great way to release built up aggression or tension in a positive physical manner)
• SingStar Vol. 2 - a GREAT way to practice dealing with my small fear of public anything (speaking, etc.)
• Blogging about a project I created for our daughter
  

Truth be told this is not easy there are still those moments that I think of my old bad habits but now I know there are ways to move forward and occupy my time wisely in ways that will benefit mine and my families future.

A Little of this and a Little of That:

This blog is about marrying young, learning lessons that hard way and reconditioning to become a better me. Yes there will be venting and sharing of happy times, truths about struggles with weight, balancing a family and dreams still to be achieved. Enjoy